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Summer 2009 Issue

Reflections


Welcome to "Reflections: Villains and Antiheroes," the Summer 2009 Issue of Mirror Dance!

In this issue, our fullest ever…

• Fiction by Maia Jacomus, Lauren Marrero, Paul Lamb, Michael A. Kechula, and Pembroke Sinclair

• Poetry by Sarah Wagner, Lena Judith Drake, Stephen Jarrell Williams, and Evan Pettit

• Art by Steve Cartwright

Feel free to leave comments on the individual pieces.

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We are now open for submissions to our Autumn and Winter 2009 issues. Please see our Submission Guidelines for details.

Why I Began the End

Why I Began the End
Maia Jacomus

Why I Began the End


It was funny for maybe the first four days. Then it declined into banality.

Every time I entered that meadhouse, nearly every Aesir would be there, laughing and throwing whatever they could grab at Baldur. The Shining Boy himself would just sit at his usual table, drinking a pint of mead, every now and then forcing a chuckle to pretend he was alright with things constantly barraging him. He was a bright lad; had a lot of interesting things to say, when given the chance. But rising to speak to someone would only present more of a target, and before he could get even two words out, a sword blade would ricochet off him, fly across the room, and strike the doorframe. I’d asked his mother Frigg about it one day. Of course, I knew she would never tell me anything, so I changed myself into an old woman.

“You certainly have a hale son,” I said, my voice cracking. “How does he stay so strong and healthy?”

Frigg smiled with that motherly pride and said, “I worried about him when he was born, so I went all over the world and asked everything in turn to vow not to harm him.”

“Gracious, what a task! Everything?”

She nodded. “Everything.”

“The thunderbolt and the thistle? And plague and disease, too?”

“Of course.” She shrugged slightly. “Well, I did not make the mistletoe vow. It is too young to understand what I was asking of it. But we have no reason to fear the mistletoe.”

* * *


I used to talk with him. I’d wait for an opening in the shower of projectiles and jump to a seat next to him. “Loki,” he’d say to me, “thank you on behalf on my sanity.” But too many aims for him have struck me, and no object in all of Yggdrasil would vow not to harm me, even by Freyja’s appeal. So I mostly hung on the doorway, a literal fly on the wall as the Aesir find constant amusement in hurling various implements at Odin’s son.

I had a scheme one day. You see, the one event that was the highlight of this idiocy was when Thor would come in with his hammer—excuse me, Mjolnir (What kind of a jerk names a hammer, anyway?)—and hurl it at Baldur, and it would strike the boy without a flinch. Baldur’s told me he could tell when Thor threw his hammer at him—not because he really felt it, but because that’s when the laughter in the room would erupt to its fullest. At first, my scheme was just a musing that came to mind while watching the senseless act; I thought How hilarious would it be for Thor to reach for his hammer to chuck at Baldur, only to find that it was gone. I bet the whole room would fall dead silent, and Thor’s cow-face would turn purple. It made me laugh to think of it; the first time in a long time my laughter rang in that room. But then I realized that it could just be the perfect solution—Thor may accuse anyone or everyone in the room of being the thief; no one would show their face in that meadhouse until the Thunder God was satiated again. Baldur could finally have some peace, and I could have a fine joke.

The execution was difficult. I only had between the time that Thor entered until the time he sat down to steal the hammer, and not just to prevent his throwing the thing, but also because he would usually have the hammer shrink to fit in his tunic pocket; no way I’d be able to lift the Crusher in its full size. I began as a mouse. To save time, I climbed up and sat myself on the inside door handle, so that when Thor swung open the door and shut it closed behind him—me with a death grip on the handle so I didn’t fly off—I jumped from the handle and grabbed hold of his belt. Hanging off his belt, I sidled over and swung into his tunic pocket, hitting my nose on the hammer. I opened my little rat mouth as wide as I could and clamped onto the hammer’s pommel, pulling it out of the pocket. I fell to the floor, the then-small hammer falling with me and striking my skull. Then it started to grow. I formed into a cat to carry the hammer in my jaws, moving silently to the door, weaving between legs and under tables. The hammer became too large and heavy, so I formed into a dog. I lasted until I reached the closed door—a dead end. My only choice was forming back into myself, still on all fours, to reach up and open the door, lugging the hammer out after me. I’d made it outside just in time, because I couldn’t even drag the hammer behind me anymore. But my task still wasn’t over—any minute, Thor would sit down and find out his “Mjolnir” was gone, and I’d be stuck in his warpath.

That giant oaf Thrymr came lumbering down toward the meadhouse just then. My initial instinct was to stick out my foot and trip him as I usually did, but I thought the better of it and instead formed into a likeness of Freyja with her long blonde hair and blue eyes, the likes of which I knew Thrymr never could resist. I stuck my foot as far under the hammer’s handle as I could and groaned in agony. I felt the ground shake beneath me as the dolt ran over to where I was lying. He didn’t say anything—I doubt his brain was working fast enough to find some words—he just smiled his half-toothed grin at me as he lifted up the hammer to “rescue” me.

The door to the meadhouse burst open as a swarm of people streaked out, shouting and scrambling—Thor’s roar from within drowned them all out. I formed into my own shape and joined the masses, able to escape the easily-confounded Thrymr, unwilling to stay and watch things unfold.

My scheme worked—every day after, as soon as Thor stormed into the meadhouse, all others would clear out. I would come from my place by the wall to sit and talk with Baldur, enjoying some intelligent conversation without risk. All Thor would do was stare at the walls and down pints of mead. Some days, I swear I heard the walls shudder at the pressure. One day, he even growled in reply. I laughed to myself and asked him, “No luck yet?”

He just shook his boarish head and downed an entire pint of mead in one gulp, never breaking his glare from the walls.

* * *


Everything was good. So of course, it couldn’t last. Odin called me to a council of the Aesir. They put me at the end of the table so that everyone could stare me down at once while he said, “You, Loki, will retrieve Mjolnir.”

I just shrugged and rested my feet up on the table. “Why me? Why not get He-of-the-Thundrous-Wrath to get his own hammer back?”

Thor was still seething too much to form his own words. Odin answered for him: “Because while Thrymr has Mjolnir, he can easily overtake Thor.”

I scoffed. “Without his hammer, Thor’s got nothing below the belt?”

Thor threw a small tantrum by striking his hand on the table, echoing a thunderclap. “I could snap you in half, little flea!”

“When has anyone ever snapped a flea in half? I think you’re wearing your helmet too tight again.”

Thor was about to spring for me—I could see him start—but he just clenched his fist and grit his teeth, and that was it.

Odin said, “As Thrymr cannot be taken by force, he must be taken by wit.” I think he saw me open my mouth to retort, because he struggled to continue: “Which, that means, as you are, though at times the most vexing creature, you are clever.”

I nodded and rose to my feet. “Great. We all agree that I’m clever. Glad we got that settled.” I started to leave, but Freyja pushed me back into my chair.

“We aren’t finished with you,” she said.

I smirked and leaned in to say, “I’ll slip under the table if you want to finish me yourself.”

She struck me across the face so hard that I involuntarily formed into a beetle, stuck lying on my back with my legs scurrying in the air, unable to turn myself over. When I formed back into myself, everyone at the table was practically breathless with laughter. I rolled my eyes and composed myself on my chair.

What?” I asked.

Odin brought everyone back on topic: “Loki, you will do whatever you can to bring Mjolnir back to Thor.”

“No,” I said. “Let the oaf keep it; he needs it for teething.”

Many at the table began talking at once, scolding me. Odin held up his hand, and they quieted. “You will do whatever you can to bring Mjolnir back to Thor. If not, then Thor will be using you for pounding.”

I nodded; the threat was easy to understand. As I left, I added, “You should be glad, Odin, that Mjolnir vowed not to harm your son. Its owner should have vowed the same.”

Thrymr was at his mountaintop home; rather, the jagged assembly of rock and dirt that he called a home. For the first few days, I just monitored him, formed either as a lizard or a fly. He never, for a second, let the hammer fall from his fist, even after accidentally hitting himself in the head when he reached to scratch his bald scalp. As such, there was no chance of stealing it from him. So I decided to present myself to him, in my natural form, to talk to the dimwit.

“Impressive,” was my first word, which caught his attention. “How did you ever manage to steal Thor’s hammer?”

He chuckled deep from his throat. “Loki the Smart One wants to hear how I did it?”

“Yes; Loki the Smart One is very interested.”

He cleared his throat and said, “I picked it up off the ground.”

“That is impressive. And I’m sure Freyja would be impressed, too. You should tell her about it—Wait, an even better thought: you should give her the hammer. I’m sure she would be greatly impressed.”

“Yes! I’ll do it! I’ll give her the hammer!”

“Great idea!”

“...after she marries me!”

I coughed on my premature triumphant laughter. “What was that?”

“You bring her here to marry me, and I will give her the hammer as a wedding gift!”

And once he got that idea, there was no other way of even tricking the hammer from him; he wouldn’t let it go for anyone but Freyja. So I weighed my options: get pounded by the Thunder God, or get slapped around by Freyja. I decided the latter would be at least marginally enjoyable, so I went to speak with the goddess.

* * *


What?

That first shriek wasn’t very inspiring of success.

I tried to remain calm. “The only way he’ll give up the hammer is if you marry him.”

“I am no trollop or bawd!” she cried furiously. “I will not be given over to some monster in exchange for a toy! If my husband were here, he would strike you through to Hel for suggesting it!”

“But you wouldn’t?”

Her lips curled into a snarl as her fingers curled into claws. I didn’t stay for further development—I formed into a stag and ran from her house with the greatest leaps I could manage and didn’t stop until my stag form tired and reverted back to myself. All that running did me some good, though; it gave me time to figure out a way to make things work.

* * *


I waited in the meadhouse for Thor. By then, people had stopped coming altogether, all except for Baldur, who wisely took advantage of the peace and quiet. He actually heard me when I walked in, and turned his head and waved. He always had his own natural glow about him, but in the solitude, it was even brighter.

“I’ve been keeping a pint chilled for you, Loki,” he said, sliding the mug my way.

I sat down across from him and took a swig. “It tastes better in the silence.”

For the first time in ages, Baldur actually chuckled. “It really does.” He took a swig himself and sighed with a smile. “Mother’s been especially glad. Though she knows I can’t get hurt, all the commotion was making her uneasy.”

“I wouldn’t imagine any parent would enjoy seeing their child consistently pelted with weapons.” I started laughing as I remembered something. “You know Fenrir broke out again?”

“Really?”

I was laughing so hard I could hardly speak. I took a swig of mead to settle myself. “They made stronger iron chains, but he still broke out of them like nothing. And...” My laughter was starting to infect Baldur as well. “And Jormungandr, he scared the life out of Thor’s fishing comrade. They were setting out in the boat, catching...well, Thor said he caught about fifty whales, you know him...But then he actually hooked Jor, and...”

At that moment, Thor flung open the door, right on time, and took his usual seat to glare into the abyss. I gave Baldur a wink to clue him in on the fact that the following conversation would be staged, and I didn’t actually intend him to take it sincerely.

I began speaking nice and loudly: “...and that’s why I need you, Baldur. You’re the only one who can do it...No, I promise, this plan is fail-proof. We could absolutely get Mjolnir back from that Thrymr.”

Even out of the corner of my eyes, I could see Thor’s coal-eyes light up. He brought his mug over to join us. “You got a plan?” he asked eagerly.

“Yes...” I said, waving him off, “but it’s no concern of yours; you’re not involved.”

“I want to know what it is!” he demanded, slamming his mug on the tabletop.

“I can’t tell you, friend. I can’t compromise the success of this plan by divulging it to outsiders.”

“Come on! I told you my fishing story! And this is my hammer we’re talking about!”

I folded my arms to feign resolve. “The only way I’ll tell you is if you agree to take part in it. Otherwise, I’ll bring Odin’s son into the fray. After all, he is invincible.”

“I’m not afraid of Thrymr, that great clod. Tell me, and exchange me for Baldur!”

Baldur just watched all that happened with his chin resting on his hand. Thor seemed to really notice him for the first time, because he blinked definitively looking over at him.

“Hello, there,” Thor said to him.

Baldur smiled and waved somewhat awkwardly.

Thor pat him on the back. “You’re a good lad, you know.” He then leaned in as though to talk to him confidentially, although it was obvious he wanted me to hear. “Would you believe this lunkhead Loki? I know he’s working me; he’s got some scheme up his sleeves and wants to drag me into it. I like to let him think he’s got the edge, though; let him feel like he’s in charge. Makes it all the more fun when things backfire on him.”

I snidely retorted, “Your sentiment is overwhelming, dear friend. Are you in or out?”

“Well,” he began, rising to his feet, “I’m certainly not going to let you hang around here to poison the Golden Boy’s mind. Let’s get out of here, leave him to his own thoughts.”

Baldur smiled and raised his mug to us. “I wish you both luck.”

* * *


I shaved off Thor’s moustache while he slept. He’d ranted and raved the entire day before, refusing to do it, even though I explained time and again that it was essential to the scheme. Despite the rage the morning after, that wasn’t the most difficult task in getting things underway. I had to creep into Freyja’s home in the form of a rat and steal into her bedchamber to steal her distinctive necklace Brisingamen, which she wore at all times (Yes, her necklace had a name. The Aesir and Vanir have peculiar attachments to their material belongings). As I came close to where she slept, I formed into myself—and she stirred. I immediately formed into the likeness of her ever-distant husband. Her eyes opened completely, and she smiled. In spite of myself, I momentarily forgot my scheme—she had never smiled at me before.

“My husband!”

I snapped back into the scheme.

“Do I dream, or have you finally returned to me?”

“This is just a dream.” I made my voice somewhat hypnotic.

Her smile diminished. “Why do you torture me with your image?”

“I am only here as a reminder: no matter how far I am from you, we have each other in our dreams.” It took all I could muster to not wince at such sentimentality.

“You are right, my love. But before I depart from this dream, let me have a kiss.”

I swallowed a laugh and felt all the blood rush to my face. After all, this did work toward my goal. So as I leaned in and touched my lips to hers, I carefully unfastened the necklace from her neck, hastily hiding it behind my back. As she had closed her eyes for the kiss, she slipped off back to sleep before I had even backed off myself. I fled from her home as fast as I could to unleash the laughter that had been building up inside me—I laugh even now just thinking about it. But no matter how fine a joke it was, I couldn’t tell anyone—Freyja would have punched my tongue into my throat if she ever happened to find out.

Though that hardly seems to matter now.

* * *


By the time I returned to Thor, his wrath over his shaved moustache had subsided.

“I just don’t understand,” he said, “why you can’t just turn yourself into Freyja.”

“Thrymr specifically requested I present the bride,” I said. “And if you want to be the one to pound him into the ground, it’s the only way you’ll be able to get close enough to do it. And...” I stood back and looked at him, dressed in the specially-tailored white gown, and laughed, “...this is just about my finest joke yet.”

He merely shook his head and grumbled, “Why Odin ever became your blood brother, I’ll never know.”

“You may well ask the same of your friendship with me.”

“I would stand against the greatest monster with you, but I would never spill my blood for you.”

“And that is exactly how I feel about you, friend. Now, come. The sooner we get there, the sooner you can strike down the oaf.”

Scaling up the mountainside, we came upon Thrymr using the hammer to smash a spider than had crawled too close. I saw the bride-guise Thor wince at the misuse of his precious tool, and I elbowed him to make sure he maintained composure. Thrymr saw the white-clad figure before him with the blonde flowing hair and the signature necklace, and it was enough to break out his few green teeth.

“Freyja has come to marry me!” he bellowed. “Quick, prepare the wedding feast! First, we feast, then we marry!”

Thor was bid to sit next to him, and I next to Thor. The oaf mostly seemed to forget I was there at all; I began to think that had I been Freyja and Thor came in all his Thunder God glory, the oaf wouldn’t have seen the striker at all. But of course I said nothing of it as Thrymr proceeded to swoon over his sturdy bride, who was engorging his food like a starving dog. I noted—as did Thrymr—that Thor ate an entire ox-worth of beef, an entire stream-worth of salmon, and downed five casks of mead.

“You have a hearty appetite,” Thrymr remarked to his bride.

“She is anxious for her wedding,” I said. “The faster the food is eaten, the faster the ceremony will come.”

Thrymr liked this response, and began eating as ravenously as his bride. I almost thought to hide under the table to avoid the mess they created, but it was all over in a swift blur. Then, almost as swiftly, Thrymr had all his kin assembled to begin the ceremony.

“To wed the fairest Freyja,” he said, “I give this gift as a token of my love.”

He presented Mjolnir to his bride, who took it with a mounting grin.

“Hold on...” I said, approaching Thor from behind. “Don’t want any blood on the necklace.” I removed the necklace and pocketed it, then backed away. “Go ahead.”

I didn’t stay for what followed; in short, Thor eradicated Thrymr and the whole of his clan. Meanwhile, I thought to return the necklace to its rightful owner. Of course, that idea was short-lived. By then, Freyja had probably found out it was missing; if I had been the one to return it, she would have torn me limb from limb and scattered my remains throughout Yggdrasil. I had first thought to give it to my wife, but Freyja could have torn her apart if she ever saw it on her. So I decided to give it to my daughter Hel—no one would stand up against her.

I never made it to Hel. I was felled to the ground by something I didn’t even know was there until I was looking up from flat on my back—it was Heimdallr. That sneak could smell a fire before it burned, and could hear the flints strike together from ten miles away. He looked down at me with one of his smug grins—they came easily to him.

“I’m here to retrieve Brisingamen,” he said.

“No kidding,” I said. “I’d always told you, Freyja, if you keep raging like a man, you’ll eventually turn into one.”

“You’re a funny one, Loki. Let’s see how funny you are with your legs wrapped around your neck.”

I smirked. “Oh, come on, there’s no need for that. If Freyja wants her pet hunk of metal back, then take it.” I took it from my pocket and tossed it up to him.

He nodded, as if somewhat amused. “I’m a little disappointed, Loki. I was rather looking forward to having it out with you.”

“Good things come to those who wait, Ram Boy. Wouldn’t you rather it were over something more than a glittering trinket?”

He seemed to agree, because he didn’t stay to try to stir up a fight; he left immediately to return the necklace. I remained lying on the ground awhile, somehow stuck in the thought of the two of us battling—I was almost disappointed myself, but I had the feeling we’d get another opportunity.

* * *


I walked into the meadhouse for the first time after the return of Mjolnir to its proper hand. Unfortunately, everything had returned to normal. The crowds reconvened to hurl objects at Baldur, who was then sitting with his back to the room. Thor entered just after, and everyone paused, waiting for him to throw his hammer. But he merely sat, regarded my displeased countenance and how Baldur was hiding in shadow, and ordered a pint, keeping his hammer in its pocket. Although this development was a step in the right direction, no one else picked up any cues, but rather picked up empty mugs to throw at Baldur. I finally reached my limit.

“HAVEN’T YOU HAD ENOUGH?” My voice rang through louder than their asinine laughter, and all their attention was turned to me. “Yes, Baldur is invulnerable, we get it! Don’t you have anything better to do, like diving off a jagged cliffside?!”

To my surprise, they began laughing at me.

“Poor little Loki wants attention!” one cried, as though cooing at a baby.

“Loki the Great Buffoon is jealous!” another cried.

They all began shouting similar things all at once. I merely glared at them all and left. Not five steps out, I turned back and looked through the window—they had commenced their game of striking Baldur. Thor came out the door, following me.

“I can’t think why I ever went there,” he told me, looking back through the window with almost as much disgust as myself.

“I think it’s time for a change,” I decided. “A real change.”

* * *


I didn’t want it done by my hand, though it had to be done. I twined the sprig of mistletoe around a dart so that it would fly properly, making sure that the sprig’s tip met with the dart’s point. I had the idea to bring Baldur’s half-brother Hodur with me to the meadhouse that day; I’d found him wandering at the bottom of the hill, and thought he’d be perfect. I led him in by the arm and described the scene to him.

“Everyone’s throwing things at your brother,” I told him. “It all bounces right off him—it’s amazing to see. You should throw something, too.”

“I don’t have anything to throw,” he said.

“Here, you can borrow my dart.” I took the mistletoe dart from my pocket and positioned it in his hand. “I’ll help you aim. Just...there. Now, throw!”

The dart flew straight, directed at Baldur’s back. But at that same time, someone else had slung a rock; it nicked the tip of the dart, redirecting it to the base of Baldur’s head. There it pierced him, and there his red blood flowed down as he slumped forward in his seat. Silence fell; even the air felt still.

“What’s happened?” Hodur whispered.

“Baldur’s been slain,” I said; everyone in the room could hear my words. “He was slain by your hand.”

Hodur’s lips quivered and his voice choked, “N-no! No! It was your dart, Loki, you guided my hand!”

Considering all they had thought of me before, everyone was quick to believe the blind man’s accusation. They all yelled and shouted, setting upon me at once. Thor was at the head of them, his hammer raised. I didn’t budge—didn’t flinch. He halted when he reached me, his hammer suspended in the air, the crowd behind him encouraging him to lay the blow. But the crowd silenced as he grit his teeth and slowly lowered the hammer.

“We will pass him on to Odin’s judgement,” he told the crowd.

The crowd muttered mixed feelings about his decision—after all, I’ve told you how much they liked throwing things.

* * *


The council of Aesir and Vanir assembled with alarming speed. Once again, I was put at the head of the table, able to bear the glares of all seated—especially Odin, who sat across at the other end. Several at once asked me why I had done it. I just shrugged and said:

“I thought it would be funny, having the indestructible Baldur killed by his blind brother. It’s ironic—it’s funny. I’m surprised none of you were amused; you laughed every day at the meadhouse.”

They all fell silent and just stared at me, gobsmacked. Sure, this was a rather heinous crime committed in their eyes, but I was rather surprised at their astonishment—it was me. Did they not know me at all? Did they really think even I would be too far above this low act?

I finally had to be the one to break the silence: “What?”

Odin was beyond telling—he didn’t look angry, upset, shaming...His look was completely void. “I will deal you a punishment later,” he said. Even his voice was void, perfectly level. “For now, there must be a way to remedy this. We will appeal to Hel for Baldur’s release from the Underworld.”

How Hel dealt with this was masterful—a messenger went to her from Odin and appealed for Baldur’s release. I believe she must have known about my involvement in the lad’s death, because her answer both appeased the Aesir and assisted my cause: the messenger reported to the council that Hel promised to release Baldur if all of creation, if all the world wept for his death. It was rather a strange thing to hear all the world mourning at once: it began low and soft down the valleys, then rose high and booming up the mountains and through the lands of the Aesir and Vanir. But as the whole world—and the council around me—shuddered and wept, I remained silent, my legs resting on the table, waiting for them all to calm. One thing that struck me, one thing that for a moment made me choke, was the sight of Odin shedding tears. While he did, he looked straight at me; I couldn’t tell if he was waiting for me to follow suit, or...But no one would; no one betrayed by me has ever shed a tear over the betrayal; no one would, least of all Odin. I remained steadfast, my jaw set, my brow severe.

After all the world seemed dried up of tears, it was determined that Baldur could not be released, because I didn’t weep for his death.

* * *


What followed, I don’t often repeat, though it plays in mind continuously.

The council was both repulsed and infuriated. Odin silenced them all by rapping his knuckles on the table surface; he once again regarded me with his void.

“Bring Narfi and Vali,” he commanded to one of his servants.

I didn’t move a single muscle—those were the names of my two youngest sons. Any normal person would reason to directly punish he who committed the crime, but I knew full well that, like myself, my blood-brother Odin was not of a normal turn of mind.

Narfi and Vali were brought in. Odin ordered for them to stand before him, side-by-side. He then entwined his arms in the air, mumbling something, then thrust his hands out at Vali. Fur rapidly sprouted from Vali’s body, and his teeth grew into fangs. Despite myself, I abruptly rose from my chair. Vali was transformed completely into a wolf, drooling and snarling ravenously. His first sight was his brother Narfi, and no longer knowing his brother, he pounced. I ran forward, but several Aesir rose to hold me back—I didn’t look at what Vali proceeded to do; my sights were on Odin.

“IT WAS WHAT YOU WANTED!” I shouted; my voice was hoarse with as hard and loud as I was shouting. “You wanted your son to live, you wanted him protected, and that’s what I did! He couldn’t live with people throwing swords at him every day, like a mob throwing stones at some damned thief! He couldn’t live, so I protected him; I sent him away; and he’s better off! And as your father, you should have been the one to do something; you should have been the one to tell that damned mob to stop!”

I honestly can’t remember what else I said; I just remember shouting. I couldn’t see what had become of my two sons. I was bound in iron fetters—at least, they seemed like iron at the time. They had to drag me down, all the way down to the underworld, and chained my fetters to three rocks (which, yes, the idiots named those, too). As a final touch, they positioned this snake right over my head, dripping this searing venom onto my face.

* * *


I’ve numbed since then; I think you’ve noticed. I’ve stopped shouting, stopped struggling, stopped scowling. That has much to do with you, Sigyn; thank you on behalf of my sanity. But admittedly, it also has greatly to do with what I’m sure is to come. I won’t be strapped to these rocks forever, regardless of whatever ridiculous names they were given. You and I; we’ll both get out someday, and Odin and Heimdallr and Thor and all the Aesir and Vanir will get a reckoning from me and my children who still live. Then maybe, after it’s all through, the world will have gone through a great change. Maybe, then, it will actually be suitable and deserving of people like Baldur.

And that is why.

* * *


Maia Jacomus is 24 years old, and works as a freelance copy editor for fiction and nonfiction. She enjoys writing poetry, short stories, novellas, novels and plays. Some of her favorite authors are Jane Austen, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, Gail Carson Levine, Tamora Pierce, and William Shakespeare. Aside from reading and writing, her hobbies include painting, playing Nintendo and World of Warcraft, and theatre.

Where do you get the ideas for your stories?

Ideas for my stories come from everywhere, and most of the time, when I’m not looking for them. My inspiration for “Empress Regnant,” for example, came from watching the smoke rise from my incense burner. Sometimes, I also like to listen to instrumental music and conjure a story from the mood and rhythm of the music.

Symbiosis

Symbiosis
by Sarah Wagner

Symbiosis


Ink bleeds through skin into soul
Permanent talisman
Languid curve of spine
Curled around hip
Wings poised to spread
Fangs just hidden from view
Protection her debt to pay
For a life only as immortal
As her host.

* * *


Sarah Wagner lives in West Virginia with her husband and two young sons. Her science fiction short story collection, Hardwired Humanity, is available now at Amazon or direct from the publisher. For more information, visit www.sarahwagner.domynoes.net

What inspires you to write and keep writing?
I'm a horribly moody woman when I don't write. I write to keep the rest of my household from having to put up with that. In all seriousness, there's so much to the world that we take for granted and I'd like to do my small part in shining a little light in the shadowy places and the dreamworlds. What is reading but an escape - writing is the same.
What advice do you have for other fantasy writers?
Persistence is key. To everything. That and bacon.

The Beast

The Beast
Lauren Marrero

The Beast


It was the autumn of my twenty-first year when she came to live with me, my love and tormentor, my beauty. The peasants rejoice now at her triumph, ignorant of the misery she caused. I know the truth, through it has cost me dear. I see her for the evil thing that she is, yet love her still.

It is easy to look back and curse her faithlessness, thinking if I could reverse the sands of time, things would be different. I would have taken what she so boldly offered, then banished her from my sight. But time makes heroes of us all and I think myself so much more deserving than I was.

My parents, the king and queen, were at their largest estate, leaving their son, pathetic cripple that I am, at a country chateau, in the care of a few servants.

The servants were chosen for their loyalty and discretion, for while my absent parents insisted they loved me, the security of our kingdom demanded that my condition remain secret. I had no choice but to live in seclusion.

They brought her from a poor house, though I don’t know the details of that transaction. She was about fifteen years old with shining auburn hair and cruel, laughing eyes. I fell in love instantly though it was many weeks before I allowed myself to be seen by her.

She was my obsession. Daily I would watch her scrubbing floors and washing windows. I became amused listening to her low, impolite curses as the senior staff ordered her about. Once I snipped a lock of hair while she slept, imagining binding her to me. Of course such nonsense did not work, but it was glorious to have a piece of her. I have it still, curse my weak heart.

That night as I hovered over her pallet with my sharp scissors I knew suddenly that I could take this girl as was my princely right. Almost my hand lowered to stroke that perfect skin, but I hesitated, fearing her horror as her eyes focused on my misshapen face. I fled to my chambers with the pilfered hair and consoled myself in the way of lonely boys, all the while thinking of her.

It was two months after she arrived that I decided to reveal myself. Fall had given way to winter, forcing her to remain almost constantly indoors. I trailed behind her silently as a ghost for days. In my fervor I believed each gesture, each murmur and sigh, was a gift for me alone, a voyeur’s prize.

She was dusting the library one day in midwinter and I, as usual trailed behind, thinking her more fascinating than the moldy tombs. She was murmuring to herself about the uselessness of a library. Obviously she could not read and bemoaned the hours spent cleaning it. I thought her ignorance charming.

She invaded my sanctuary with her scent and touch. I knew that even if she never opened a single tome, the place would be forever branded with her presence. Here in my most sacred retreat, I must do something to end this torment.

My hump quivered in anticipation and fear as I took my first tentative step from the shadows. I moved so quietly she did not notice me at first, so absorbed was she in her task. When she finally looked up the blood rushed from her face. Her lovely eyes grew bright and the feather duster, which she had wielded as gracefully as a fairy wand, tumbled through lifeless fingers.

“Oh my,” she breathed. And that was all that was said for a long while. My tongue was thick and dry in my mouth, my body refused to move. How glorious it was to finally be seen! Glorious and terrifying.

“Are you… are you the prince?” she asked hesitantly. I nodded, still unable to speak, but elated that she knew me. I thought there might be something regal in my bearing that caused her to recognize me. I did not know then of the vicious rumors circulating or realize any would know me from the fineness of my clothes. On that day I thought her the cleverest girl in the world.

My greedy eyes drank in the sight of her watching me without fear, though with an assessing gleam. Was it obvious then that I was besotted with her? Probably, though I was powerless to change. She quickly excused herself from my presence, though inwardly I rejoiced. She had not screamed or cried at the sight of me, nor called me a beast.

My vigil consumed me in the weeks that followed. I watched her until I thought my heart would surely burst. A game was being played between us, for she must have sensed my presence after that. By the end of winter I felt I knew her as intimately as my own soul. She would talk to herself when there was no one but I around and soon I knew her likes and dislikes, her dreams and fears. I knew the precise temperature at which her small nipples would appear and her charming way of thrusting one slender leg from under the covers while she slept.

She began to dress with an artful carelessness, driving me mad with her hair which seemed to beg for my touch, and bosom which would heave and sigh in its too tight bodice, for no reason at all. Once she lifted her skirts to adjust her coarse woolen stockings and I nearly fainted. Her prize for that display was a single red rose, the last of my mother’s garden, left upon her pillow.

Despite my observations I still felt that I did not, perhaps could not fully possess this girl. That pilfered lock of hair was all I held, but that was not her. The silken strands did not contain the essence of my Belle.

The other servants knew of my infatuation, but I would not abide their interference, not even my dear nanny, faithful servant and surrogate mother since my birth. She looked on with sadness, but I would not heed her.

“That girl is a flighty temptress,” my nanny said to me after once catching me crouched behind the stairs, watching Belle pause in her work, sigh and gently massage her neck. The sleeve of her dress had fallen down, revealing a shocking expanse of creamy shoulder to my hungry gaze.

Nanny would have dismissed the girl right then. Belle’s slight, mocking smile unnerved the old maid, but I could not let my love go. I attributed Nanny’s reaction to jealously. I was the prince after all, the undisputed ruler of my domain and for the last twenty-one years, she had been my world. Naturally Nanny would protest to another taking her place.

One evening a celebration was planned by the local peasantry. It was a dance to celebrate the coming of spring and a masque as well. I was thrilled by the prospect. For one glorious night I could walk among my people without shame or fear. I would drink and dance and laugh with the beautiful Belle by my side.

I heard her say to one of the serving maids that she desired more than anything to be a peacock. I immediately set about making her dream come true. The disapproving Nanny was dispatched to procure a dress made of blue and gold –the same colors as my crest, I thought happily. I forced myself not to watch her dress through the chink in her wardrobe I had fashioned and instead waited in breathless anticipation for her to appear.

I stood for once proudly at the base of the main stairs dressed impeccably as Apollo, my misshapen face hidden behind a golden mask and hump concealed by a shiny breastplate of Grecian design and cloak. Though we had not communicated since our brief meeting in the library aside from clandestine gestures, she boldly approached me now as if I had had the courage to ask to escort her to the dance. I held out my arm and she took it. I trembled beneath the firm grip of her work-roughened fingers.

At the dance there were whispers as we entered arm in arm, but I paid them no mind. I felt as bold as a god with my beautiful love beside me. I felt powerful and loved.

“Tell me,” she asked during a country reel. “Are you a changeling?”

I forced a laugh at the question, all too familiar with the superstition. “Perchance,” I answered. “There could be another, healthier, whole version of myself, switched at birth by nasty sprites.”

“Or perhaps you are under a wicked spell,” she surmised, emboldened by my teasing. “Your true self will be revealed by a kiss of love.”

I was so astonished by her words I lost track of the music and stood there staring at her as if her lips were made of ambrosia. I could have kissed her then before the gathered populace, indeed I would have done much more. But she danced away from me. She laughed mischievously at my reaction and I had no choice but to follow.

If I were wiser I would not have displayed my lust so openly. I would not have allowed her to toy with my affections. Or, better yet, if I were a wiser man, I would have heeded the covetous looks of the man by the fire.

He was tall like my father with the same coloring and hair underneath his sparrow mask. I thought contemptuously that he must be one of my father’s bastards and ignored him. Fool that I am, I did not recognize the burning jealousy in his eyes as he looked upon me. I did not see the lust behind his mask as he gazed at my love.

I left her for a moment to fetch some punch. Out of the corner of my eye I saw the bastard move to approach her and my heart froze in alarm. Did he not know she was mine? How could that villain dare approach my love? When I made my way back to her bench they were both gone, retreating into the dark woods beyond.

Inwardly I seethed. I fumed and raged and howled silently behind my mask. I cried there among the peasantry and was thankful they could not see.

It was then that I became aware of the whispers that had been floating about me all night, the cruel looks and sighs.

“I heard he captured her,” someone whispered loud enough for me to hear.

“She calls herself the daughter of a wealthy merchant who has fallen upon hard times, the poor dear.”

“What kind of man would sell his daughter to save himself?”

“What kind of a beast would accept?”

I fled from the dance, not willing to hear more. Though my face was covered in its beautiful golden mask of Apollo, my people saw naught but the beast within me. Even Belle, my beauty, ran from me into the arms of another.

I took back my mother’s rose, finding it wilted and tossed into the rubbish heap, my precious lock of hair, and shut myself in my rooms.

For three days I have lain here with no fire to warm me. I have only my tears to drink and feel naught but the festering wound in my heart. My beauty has left me for another, the son my mother should have birthed. I tell myself that if I had known of the danger I would have banished my bastard brother from my sight. I would never have given my beauty that dress and instead locked her up as the prisoner she proclaims herself to be. But in my heart I know I am lying. I love her more than air, more than my wretched self. If she would but come back to me all would be forgiven.

Belle is my misery, my hunger. I watch her in the tiny magic mirror given to me by my mother. If I could not be a part of the world, she reasoned on that long ago birthday, at least I could witness it. But now the sight of Belle and my bastard brother frolicking in the woods like lusty sprites is an agony I cannot bear. Does she look upon his beauty and wish I were he were I?

For three days I watch them, I cannot tear my gaze away. I know I will die if Belle does not come back to me. They whisper together, making plans I cannot hear, but I am fearful of the hard glint in my brother’s eye and Belle’s calculating smile.

On the sunset of the third day I see her tiny feet approaching the chateau still wearing the lovely dress from the dance. She enters and makes her way towards my chambers. Below I can hear muffled shouts followed by running feet and screams. I ignore that, concentrating on my love’s slow progress.

I can feel each footstep; each beat of her heart as if she were a part of me. Her heart is beating strangely fast, but it is with anticipation, not fear. She is smiling and I smile with her, though I am afraid.

She slowly opens the door and my eyes drink in the sight of her. She is beautiful, but there is a cruel sneer on her lips. My bastard brother stands beside her, a bloody sword in his hand. He looks at me, his kin and ruler, with distain.

Slowly Belle approaches. She leans down and removes the golden mask still on my face. For a moment, she tenderly caresses my cheek, but her eyes are pitiless. She looks at me like a cat gazing at a mouse.

Rising, she takes the mask and places it upon my brother’s face as if crowning him. “Long live the prince,” she declares.

It is strange watching my executioner step forward. He is calm and practiced, strong and brave as I have so often longed to be. Perhaps I am a changeling and this is the true prince come to take his rightful place. Even my parents would not object to the switch.

The sword descends quickly, impaling me through the heart into my luxurious bed. My blood mixes with that of my faithful servants staining the blade. I wonder in the moments before I die if the peasants will soon be telling another tale and praising the beauty that broke the spell upon the beast.

* * *


Lauren Marrero currently lives in Walnut Creek, California.

Where do you get the ideas for your stories?

I love to meet new people and imagine how they would act in an adventure.

What inspires you to write and keep writing?

Writing is therapy for me. It gives me such a feeling of accomplishment to finish something I can be proud of.

What do you think is the most important part of a fantasy story?

Keep it interesting. Every moment should capture the reader's attention. If one scene isn't enthralling to write, it will probably be boring to read too.

What do you think is the attraction of the fantasy genre?
I love the endless possibilities of fantasy. There are no limits.

What advice do you have for other fantasy writers?

WRITE... but make sure to take a close look at your budget before quitting your day job. :)

Est Amère

Est Amère
by Lena Judith Drake

Est Amere


He always knew the man
was a thief. La patience est amère, patience is bitter,
and its fruit is naught;

unsurprisingly, the space inside himself is empty,
stolen away.
Proverbial pockets picked, robbed of dignity,
the handcuffs of cord cut
into his hands, his fingers twitch
with righteous murder come undone and corked closed.
Stateliness gone,
because the half-man has triumphed.
Seemliness gone,
because his own breath is too quick,
he wants to plead but cannot,
and feels creeping admiration.

There, he sees in profile, is a man who has outwitted even Him,
has outwitted the sharp, aquiline features of Justice.
That is something to be esteemed; he feels it hard.
This burglar will kill him,
now, and be done with it; there have been years wasted,
integrity crushed under dirty, holed boot soles.
He hears the rusty knife,
hears death coming forward with dripping mouth,
revenge triumphing true—

"You are free."
What? What? His hands flounder without bindings,
so he flees and weights himself.
The thief's eyes were blue and God.
Even thieves can be fastidious, choosing the salable goods:
certainty and righteousness and duty and fearlessness.
Those taken from him,
the thief throws back the rotting waste: a life.
Flush it in the ocean.
He wanted to kill the man, it was his obligation.
He wants to thank the man, the devil, and touch the arms,
and there is only disgust with himself.

The inhalation of water is like spines in his hollowness. It hurts,
but only just.

* * *


Lena Judith Drake is the editor-in-chief of Breadcrumb Scabs magazine, as well as a Creative Writing student at Grand Valley State University. She is Puerto Rican, a geek, and a feminist activist.

Where do you get the ideas for your work?

The ideas for her work ultimately stem from her day-to-day life and an attempt to express it honestly, whether through autobiographical poetry, or completely fictionalized scenarios. After all, even fantasy needs a basis in real emotion.

The Area 51 Option

The Area 51 Option
by Michael A. Kechula

Area51


Three weeks after the Second Zombie War ended, the Alpha Party held their national convention in Las Vegas. They nominated Esther Church as their party’s candidate for the November presidential election. Church was the most radical politician in the Amalgamated States of America.

During her acceptance speech, Church electrified the nation when she said, “On the first day that I’m the President of this great nation, I will issue an executive order to release all zombie prisoners of war and grant them full civil rights.”

Five thousand party delegates cheered wildly for two minutes.

“It’s time for change in Washington. It’s time for love and compassion.”

More cheers and applause.

“We all know there hasn’t been an ounce of love or compassion in Washington since Harlan Kirk became President. The fact that we’ve had another zombie war in which forty thousand zombies were massacred and ten thousand were captured is stark proof. There’s only one reason why this nation went to war: President Kirk and the Omega Party are warmongers. They started this war to fatten the wallets of bankers and the military-industrial complex.”

The audience booed and raised their middle fingers.

“Yesterday, I called the President and asked him to reveal where he’s hiding ten thousand zombie war prisoners. He hung up on me. Do you know why? Because he fears love and compassion. And he doesn’t want you to know that the POWs are being brutally tortured.”

More boos.

“Fortunately, we’ve been able to discover where they’re imprisoned. In a salt mine. Without lights. Without food. Without water. Without sanitary facilities. And soon, they’ll be executed without trials.”

Sounds of anger and dismay filled the convention center.

“This is not the first time in the history of this country that zombie POWs have been horribly mistreated. A film recently discovered in government archives shows what this nation did fifty years ago to four thousand zombies captured during the First Zombie War. I have that film here today. Before I show it to you, I want you to remember what our history teachers taught us about the fate of those four thousand zombies. Does anybody remember where they were sent?”

“To a beautiful Pacific Island,” shouted a delegate from Ohio.

“That’s right. And we were also taught that they were allowed to live out their lives on that island. Further, we were told every attempt was made to transform them from brain eaters to vegetarians. Our history books said the transition was successful, and the zombies lived happily ever after. We were even quizzed on this episode of our nation’s history. Well, guess what? Our teachers lied!”

Sounds of shock filled the convention center.

“So much for our pitiful educational system. But teachers weren’t the only liars. Several weeks ago, the Historical Channel ran a program on TV about the last zombie prisoner held on that island. What her life had been like. And how she died in her sleep in that lush, island paradise. That too was a bunch of lies. So, if you’re wondering what really happened to four thousand zombie POWs after the First Zombie War, here’s the answer.”

Several large screens descended from the ceiling. When the lights dimmed, delegates and millions of the nation’s TV watchers gasped when they saw thousands of naked, emaciated zombie POWs jam-packed inside an open-air sports arena. Their decaying hands were raised overhead, as if begging for mercy. A silver-colored blimp approached the arena. When it was directly overhead, the crew opened portholes and dropped hundreds of baseball-sized napalm bombs onto the zombie hordes. Close ups of the crew showed them laughing, as they rained destruction into the arena.

Delegates shouted, “Killers! Murderers!” Many screamed at the sight of the zombies bursting into flames and tearing each other to pieces as they attempted to flee the holocaust.

When the five-minute film ended, Esther Church said, “Brothers and sisters of the Alpha Party, these horrible images will haunt my dreams for the rest of my life.”

TV cameras panned the delegates. All looked shocked. Many were weeping.

“Unfortunately, I am the bearer of some very horrible news. As you know, our most recent zombie war ended just three weeks ago. Since then, ten thousand zombie prisoners have been held in very desperate circumstances in a salt mine. Brace yourselves for what I’m about to tell you. President Kirk plans to execute them the same way you just saw in the film. By napalm bombs dropped from a blimp.”

Raising a clenched fist, she shouted, “We must never allow zombie genocide to happen in this nation again!”

The audience screamed, “Never again…never again…never again.”

Someone ran onto the stage with an effigy of President Kirk. When Church set it on fire, the roaring crowd could be heard a mile away.

Harlan Kirk and members of his Cabinet were watching the proceedings in a White House conference room.

“She’s a rotten, lying, psycho bastard,” said the Attorney General. “That film’s a total fabrication. Nothing like that ever happened.”

“But you have to admit,” said Kirk, “it’s an extremely effective piece of propaganda. Did you see how those nuts in the convention center were crying and pulling their hair out over lies? Why aren’t our public relations people dreaming up dynamite stuff like that?”

The Secretary of Defense said, “I never thought I’d see the day when Americans would carry on over a bunch of bloodthirsty, brain-eating zombies. To show what a liar she is, I think we should release the film that shows what really happened to the POWs after the First Zombie War.”

“If we do that, we may cause an even bigger uproar,” said the President. “If that crowd went insane over a lie about napalming prisoners, imagine how they’ll react to the truth about them being nuked on a Pacific atoll, fifty years ago. Hell, the minute they find out we plan to do the same to our POWs, the opposition will tear this country apart. We better destroy those damn zombies some other way. Any ideas?”

“Why not napalm them like we saw in Church’s phony film?” asked the Secretary of the Air Force. “We have a plenty of napalm bombs.”

“If we do that,” said the Secretary of the Army, “we’d give credence to Esther Church’s ridiculous lies. Need I remind everyone that the press, which is so hostile to this administration, would immediately broadcast the time and place of the executions. The opposition party would bus in rent-a-mobs to surround the stadium. They might even try to shoot down the blimp. Things could get worse if our supporters showed up. Both sides might start shooting at each other. The last thing we need is Americans killing Americans over brain-eating zombies.”

“So, what do you suggest as an alternative?” asked the President.

“Since the POWs are being held in a salt mine, let’s pump in napalm and fry the bastards.”

“How soon can that be done?”

“In a matter of hours.”

“Good. Let’s do it tonight at midnight. The sooner those damn POWs are out of the way, the sooner I can begin concentrating on my reelection. Now let’s watch more of that blasted convention to see what else that idiot has on her twisted, bird brain.”

“This nation’s fed up with Harlan Kirk and the Omega Party,” Church said to her spellbound audience. “Where has their warmongering policies gotten us?”

“Nowhere,” delegates shouted.

“If things don’t change drastically in Washington, we face the real possibility of a third zombie war. We cannot let that happen. It’s time for change. Time for new ideas. Time for new leadership. Time to give zombies love, compassion, and a piece of the American pie.”

The audience yelled, whistled, applauded.

“And now, as your nominee for the highest office in this nation, I want to offer you a new symbol for our party. Though a dove has served us well for so many years, it no longer represents the invigorated spirit and aspirations of this magnificent party.”

As a band played a fanfare, Esther pulled a golden cord. A red, white and blue curtain fell revealing a huge painting. Sounds of appreciation filled the auditorium at the sight of a little blonde girl facing a tall, smiling zombie. Both wore white, flowing robes reminiscent of ancient Greece. In the girl’s hand was a cuddly, stuffed koala bear, which she extended toward the zombie.

Hundreds of ushers quickly passed out stuffed koalas to every delegate, as a particularly moving arrangement of "Love Is Everything This Cruel World Will Ever Need" filled the auditorium.

Hugging their koalas, teary-eyed delegates sang the party’s official song.

President Kirk cursed aloud. “Zombies in flowing robes. Good grief. What next? Don’t they know that anybody who tries to hand a zombie a stuffed animal will get his fool head torn off? Esther Church is not only a damn idiot, she’s the most dangerous woman in this nation. She must be stopped.”

“Consider it done,” said the Director of GIA, the Global Intelligence Agency. “With your permission, I’ll implement the Area 51 Option.”

“Terrific idea. Yes, by all means do it. Oh, this is going to be rich.” Raising his glass of fine bourbon, the President added. “Let’s toast the geniuses of the GIA who created the Area 51 Option.”

After they drank, the Secretary of the Treasury asked, “What’s the Area 51 Option?”

“The ace up our sleeve,” said the President, chuckling.

At midnight, the Army secretly napalmed all ten thousand zombie POWs, as they loitered in a salt mine deep below the Nevada desert.

The next day, Kirk held a press conference. “I’d like to make an announcement, then I’ll take some questions. In the spirit of bipartisan cooperation, I’ve offered Esther Church, the Alpha Party’s presidential nominee, an opportunity to personally meet with zombie POWs so she can explain her aspirations to them. She has accepted. A plane will be provided so she and members of the press can fly to the site where the POWs are being scrupulously cared for. The reporters who accompany her will also be granted time to interview the prisoners. I’m pleased to tell you that she has agreed. She’ll visit them tomorrow.”

The journalists applauded.

As to the zombie POWs, we intend to handle them humanely, just like President Holmes did at the end of the First Zombie War. They’ll be transported to a Pacific island where scientists will transform them from brain eaters to vegetarians. Isolated from the rest of the world, they’ll be allowed to live out their lives in peace and dignity.

I know some in the Alpha Party have claimed that zombie POWs were never treated humanely, and that our history books and teachers have lied. That’s not true. Frankly, I’m concerned over the politicization of the zombie wars and POWs by the opposition. I think they owe an apology to every teacher in this nation for calling them liars. I call upon the leadership of the Alpha Party to do so as quickly as possible to ensure our citizens retain faith in our educational institutions.

Meanwhile, we are still trying to determine which nation recruited, trained, equipped, and transported the zombies who attacked our nation last Christmas. Rest assured, we will find out. And we will take appropriate action against the nation or nations that perpetrated this unprovoked sneak attack on the Amalgamated States of America. And now, I’ll take some questions.”

“I’m Harry Smith of World International Press. Esther Church says the zombie freedom fighters are being held as political prisoners in a salt mine under primitive and inhumane conditions. If that’s true, this nation has violated every treaty we’ve signed regarding the disposition of captured combatants.”

“First of all, I don’t know why you called them freedom fighters. They’re vicious renegades who would’ve torn off the heads and eaten the brains of every man, woman, and child in America, if our magnificent troops hadn’t stopped them. Secondly, Esther Church is dead wrong about the conditions under which zombies are being held. They are being kept in very pleasant surroundings above ground where every facility is available to them. I assure you that the Omega Party has just as much concern about the welfare of zombie prisoners as the Alpha Party.”

“Exactly where are they being held?” asked a female journalist from the Philadelphia Times.

“For security reasons, I don’t think it’s wise to identify the location at this time. Especially since Esther Church will be going there tomorrow. My concerns are that some rogue zombies might have evaded capture, and might still be hiding. In fact they may be listening to this press conference at this very moment. And if any are, I strongly urge all zombies who have not yet surrendered to do so as quickly as possible. They can turn themselves into any military facility, fire station, or police station in the nation. They have my personal guarantee that they’ll be treated fairly.”

“I’m Sally Saunders of the London Afternoon Daily. I’ve heard a rumor that the zombie POWs have already been executed.”

“Well, you can ask Esther Church about that after she visits all ten thousand of them tomorrow.”

While a few in the press corps chuckled, President Kirk tried to visualize what it might have looked like inside the mine hours earlier when all the POWs they were now discussing were destroyed by napalm.

“Mr. President,” said another reporter. “When the war ended last month, you claimed the zombies were a new type that had never been seen before, and that they were parachuted into Arizona on Christmas Day from unmarked, stealth aircraft. You said only a demon nation would so such a thing. On the other hand, Esther Church said nothing like that every happened. She claims this new type of zombie has actually been residing in Arizona for several years, and that they arrived on foot by crossing the border from Mexico. And because of that, they should be considered undocumented aliens, not hostile zombie invaders. Since nobody has found any parachutes, or ever reported seeing any aircraft dropping zombies, will you admit that she’s right about where the zombies came from, and that they should be treated like undocumented aliens instead of POWs?”

“She’s dead wrong on all counts. Approximately fifty thousand zombies parachuted into this nation on Christmas Day. None of the stealth aircraft transporting them was detected by our defense systems. Our Global Intelligence Agency is still investigating to determine where they came from. And while we’re on the subject, the demon nation that did this to the American people will pay a terrible price.”

“I have a follow-up question, Sir. Let’s say it happened the way you’ve described. And the GIA determines that the so-called demon nation was Switzerland. Exactly what would you do to Switzerland?”

“That beautiful, mountainous country would be transformed into a bleak, flat-as-a-pancake desert situated several hundred feet below sea level.”

“Thank you, Mr. President,” said Kirk’s Chief of Staff to signal the end of the press conference.

The next day, Esther Church and six reporters, who championed her causes, were picked up at their Las Vegas hotels by a limo secretly owned by the GIA. When they entered the limo, the driver, who was separated from them by a glass panel, pressed a button that released exotic gases into the passenger compartment. In twenty-three seconds, Church and her entourage were in a pleasant stupor. Independent thinking became impossible and would remain so for at least ten hours.

This was the most dangerous part of the GIA’s top secret scenario. If random, unprocessed, contaminated information were inadvertently introduced from outside the limo, Esther and the reporters could react by committing murder and unspeakable atrocities upon each other.

An Army liaison officer sitting next to the driver pointed a satellite-monitored laser pen at Esther’s forehead. A soft beep verified her brain’s readiness for satellite input. He did the same to the other passengers.

In the deluded minds of Esther and the reporters, they thought there were driven to the Las Vegas airport where they boarded a plush government jet for a two-hour flight. But they never left the limo.

Later on, they’d remark among themselves about the delicious hors d’oueuvres they were served on the jet, as it headed to Camp Pleasant. None of them would ever learn that Camp Pleasant was a nonexistent location. Nor would they discover they had never left the limo. The two-hour flight they experienced in their chemically induced delusional state was, in reality, a twenty minute limo ride from downtown Las Vegas to a vacant warehouse on the outskirts of Vegas.

When the limo reached North Las Vegas, it entered a vacant warehouse owned by the GIA.

“Welcome to Camp Pleasant,” said the GIA agent who opened the limo doors. “I hope you had a pleasant flight.”

“It was very nice,” Esther said, “except for some turbulence over New Mexico.”

Viewing what appeared to her as wonderfully manicured, tropical surroundings, she added, “How gorgeous. I had no idea the Army has such a delightful military base. If I didn’t know better, I’d swear I was in Beverly Hills.”

As her words echoed throughout the empty warehouse, she made a mental note to make Camp Pleasant her Presidential Retreat after she was elected President.

“America has always honored and cared for its enemy prisoners in special ways,” the agent said, “especially when they’re zombies. Would you like a snack before meeting them?”

“That’d be nice.”

“Let’s go to the gazebo, which is just to the left of the rose garden. The zombies have prepared some treats for you.”

Though they stood in the same place in the warehouse the whole time, the visitors saw themselves walking toward a nonexistent gazebo. Several remarked about the beauty of the roses on both sides of the immaculate walkway.

"Yes, they are quite remarkable," said the agent. "Several zombie volunteers maintain the gardens.”

The visitors saw two zombies in tailored, sky blue jump suits waving from the other end of the rose garden where they were weeding. Both were guarded by American soldiers who carried flamethrowers.

Inside the gazebo was a table loaded with treats fit for a king.

“Oh, what are those big, luscious looking powdered things?” a female reporter asked.

“Jelly donuts,” said the agent. “They’re baked right here by our prisoners.”

“I never saw jelly donuts the size of cantaloupes.”

“Well, zombies will be zombies,” he chuckled. “They tend to exaggerate everything. To expand their very limited outlook on life, we encourage them to be creative. By the way, they baked these especially for you. Try some. You’ll find them quite delicious. So are the éclairs they made.”

The visitors couldn’t get over how wonderful everything tasted.

After a leisurely repast of things imagined, Church said, “May we please interview the zombies now?”

“Certainly. They’re eagerly awaiting your arrival.”

One of the male reporters grabbed a donut to carry along. He screamed horribly when it transformed into his four-year old daughter’s bloody, severed head.

“Dammit,” the agent yelled to a panel of GIA doctors who were monitoring the proceedings. “You assured me there’d be no anomalies in the Delusional Scenario.”

“Sorry about that,” a doctor said, as she sprayed a fine mist into the reporter’s eyes. It’s one of those gremlins that show up from time to time. Could be a solar flare interfering with satellite transmissions. No way around it. He’s okay now. This’ll erase whatever he just saw, from his memory.”

“What do you think he saw?”

“Oh, there are dozens of possibilities. None are pleasant.”

“You sure he won’t remember the unpleasant image, but will remember everything else in the Delusion Scenario?”

“Positive.”

The visitors engaged in pleasant chatter as they approached a large field where they saw ten thousand zombies in blue jump suits sitting quietly in padded folding chairs. The field was surrounded by hundreds of soldiers armed with flamethrowers and chainsaws.

As the visitors approached, the zombies stood up and applauded.

Esther mounted a stage equipped with a lectern and several microphones. In reality, she hadn’t moved from the place in the warehouse she’d occupied since leaving the limo.

“Ladies and gentlemen of the zombie community, I greet you as a friend,” Church said.

The zombies applauded again.

“You are the ugliest bunch of bastards, I’ve ever seen!” she yelled. “I’m getting the hell out of here!”

A doctor quickly sprayed mist into Church’s eyes. Others made notations on their clipboards. Another medic pointed a laser pen at her forehead. The pen beeped softly when it received feedback from an orbiting GIA satellite. Within seconds, appropriate sections of her memory banks were erased.

“That’s the second anomaly in the Delusional Scenario,” said the agent. I hope there aren’t any more.”

“The fact is,” said a doctor, “we usually need at least three months to program a scenario. The White House only gave us twelve hours for this project. I’m amazed worse things haven’t happened.”

Church spoke again to the assembled zombies that existed only in her deluded mind. “I’m Esther Church. I was nominated by the Alpha Party to run for President of the Amalgamated States. I expect to win the election in November. When I do, I promise to do two things for you. First I’ll grant you amnesty. Second, I’ll grant you full civil rights. That means you’ll become automatic American citizens.”

A one-armed zombie raised his hand.

When Church acknowledged him, he asked, “What’s amnesty.”

She spent several minutes explaining.

Another hand went up.

“What’s civil rights?” asked a female zombie whose head was half missing.

This lead to an exchange between the zombies and Church about the Alpha Party’s ideology, peppered with heavy doses of her radical social ideas.

Meanwhile, the reporters took down every word.

Twenty minutes later, Church said, “Thank you for your kind attention. And now members of the press will interview you.”

“What’s the press?” asked a zombie.

“I’ll let Harry Zimmer from the New York Daily Bugle explain it to you. He’s the dean of the White House Press Corps.”

“What’s the White House?” a zombie asked.

“What's up with these dumb questions?” the GIA agent asked doctors, as he read the script of what was occurring only within the minds of the visitors.

“Some of our whiz kids decided to inject a bit of humor,” a doctor said. “It sounds ludicrous to us as we read the paper script, but it sounds perfectly normal in the minds of our visitors and what they are experiencing.”

“Damn jerks!" the agent said. "Make sure you mention all this clowning around with the script during the post mortem meeting when we get back to Area 51. If you don’t, I will.”

When Church finished her discussion, she gave the floor to the reporters. They interviewed the zombies and thanked them for being so candid.

A woman’s voice rang out from the audience. “Hi, Esther.”

“Geez,” Church said, “that sounds like my mom.”

“It is your mom,” said the voice. “I’m in the second row, sitting on the lap of this nice zombie.”

“What are you doing here, Mom?”

“Just visiting some of the folks you’ve promised to make citizens. I sure hope this nice zombie man moves next door to me.”

Suddenly, the zombie tore Mom’s head off. Holding her head by the ears, he placed the severed neck over his lips and drank the blood. Then he jammed his hand inside the neck, as if it were the opening of a cookie jar, tore out every bit of tissue within the skull, and ate it. Muscle, veins, brains, everything.

“Hey, don’t be a hog,” yelled the zombie next to him. “Pass her head around so we all can have some of those goodies.”

“Help! Church screamed. “Somebody do something!”

The soldiers guarding the zombies didn’t move.

“You cowardly bastards! As my party’s nominee for President, I’m ordering you to attack. If you don’t, I’ll have you jailed.”

The soldiers opened up with flamethrowers. The stench of burning zombie flesh filled the air.

The visitors saw themselves rushing back to the limo. Though the actual trip from the warehouse to the hotels on the Las Vegas Strip took only twenty-five minutes, in their heads they experienced a two-hour return airplane flight.

Church’s script varied slightly from those of the reporters. Hers called for her to go unconscious from the moment the flamethrowers started, until she woke up in bed in her hotel room.

When she woke, the exotic sprays and gasses had worn off, and she was back to normal. But she was far from what psychiatrists would call normal. Every time she shut her eyes, the scene of her mother’s decapitation ran through her head. No matter what she tried, she couldn’t shake the horrible images. The Delusional Scenario had been so deeply imbedded in her brain, the images would never leave her.

Terribly distressed, she called the hotel operator. A doctor was dispatched to her room. But, before he arrived, an overwhelming impulse—one of many imbedded into her psyche by the scenario--drove her to the hotel window. Her body fell fifteen stories and slammed onto the roof of a passing cab.

The world’s major newspapers carried the story. The banner headlines of the New York Daily Mail screamed, “TEN THOUSAND ZOMBIE POWS MASSACRED. CHURCH ORDERS THEIR DESTRUCTION, THEN COMMITS SUICIDE.”

The memories that had been implanted in the visiting reporters’ brains were identical. However, their script diverged from Church’s, starting at the point where her mother appeared. They never saw or heard her mother. Instead, they saw Esther Church ask a zombie a question. When he didn’t answer, she left the stage, slapped his face, and called him a dumb-ass zombie who deserved to die.

The zombie responded by spitting on her. Enraged, she demanded the soldiers do something to teach the zombie some manners. When the soldiers didn’t act, she called them cowardly bastards. She grabbed one of the soldier’s portable flamethrowers, pointed it at the nearest zombies, and torched them.

All hell broke loose. Zombies rushed her, forcing the soldiers to blast them with their flamethrowers. By the time it was over, all ten thousand had been destroyed. Esther Church was heard cackling and saying, “That’ll fix the ugly bastards.”

Before long, billions around the world, who heard the news, branded the late Esther Church as just another lying, hypocritical, petty politician who got what she deserved.

When Harlan Kirk and his Cabinet met, the President said to the Secretary of the Treasury, “That was the Area 51 Option. Wasn’t it fantastic?”

* * *


No one outside of the Global Intelligence Agency, including President Kirk and his Cabinet, knew about the ultra-secret Area 52 Option. The option that would be exercised soon after GIA whiz kids debugged the final version of the scenario. The option that would make the entire nation see that which wasn’t there.

* * *


Michael A. Kechula is a retired tech writer. His fiction has won first place in eight contests and placed in six others. He’s also won Editor’s Choice awards four times. His stories have been published by 108 magazines and 30 anthologies in Australia, Canada, England, India, Scotland, and US. He’s authored a book of flash and micro-fiction stories: “A Full Deck of Zombies--61 Speculative Fiction Tales.” eBook available at www.BooksForABuck.com and www.fictionwise.com Paperback available at www.amazon.com.

What inspires you to write and keep writing?

I've been writing fiction only six years. Prior to that, I made my living as a professional writer of self-study textbooks and task-oriented instructional manuals for industry. By switching to fiction, I've found new outlets for my unquenchable urge to write. Frankly what inspires me to keep on going is the fact that I've been able to get an average of 1.7 stories accepted per week for thirty-seven months straight. During that time, my work has been accepted by 138 print and online magazines and anthologies in England, Canada, Australia, and US. With that kind of success and continuous reinforcement, the impetus to write even more is quite powerful. If my fortunes were suddenly reversed, and my work was constantly rejected, I'd write anyway. Perhaps it's a compulsion. But it's the o ne of the most rewarding compulsions anybody could hope for.

Ravenous

Ravenous
by Stephen Jarrell Williams

Ravenous


Father of blood-red fields,
you must be weary.

Haven't you enough of the dead?

There's certainly enough wounded...

Is your thirst unending?

It must be.
Here comes the silver jets.
The black bombers.

Your will is solid.
Constant. Ravenous.

Could you at least consider
the women and children
huddled in their homes?

You're ruthless, aren't you?

The explosions are your laughter.
The fires are your long fingertips
probing the corpse.

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Previously appeared inBlack Book Press.

* * *


Stephen Jarrell Williams has done everything from mowing lawns to being an executive at a software company. His poetry and short stories have appeared in over a hundred publications. He loves to write, listen to his music, and dance late into the night.

Where do you get the ideas for your poems?

I get my ideas for from observing the world around me, reading as much as possible, and especially remembering my dreams.

The Manuscript

The Manuscript
by Paul Lamb

The Manuscript


Spivek pays me to paw through the books in the back of his store. He moved to his new shop more than three years ago, but he still has dozens of boxes he hasn’t unpacked. Sometimes he rummages for a book he’s sure he has--sometimes he even finds it--but mostly he leaves the boxes for me to dig through.

He wants to make sure there is nothing in the pages of the old books that shouldn’t be found by a customer. A guy once found an old two-dollar bill in a book on Spivek’s shelves. That drove Spivek crazy since he thought the deuce rightfully belonged to him, but he had to let the customer have it. He still gripes about it.

Sometimes I find old postcards that people used as bookmarks. Or scraps of paper with nonsense on them. Grocery lists. Receipts. Photos. Bits of string. Dried leaves, even. Most of it goes right in the trash.

But I’ve never found anything like the Quincy manuscript.

The pages were tucked inside the back cover of a copy of Baird’s Big Book of Bottle Collecting, folded in quarters and pressed flat.

I didn’t expect anything unusual when I first teased the yellowed sheets apart--maybe a letter from somebody’s auntie--but what the crabbed handwriting revealed floored me.

At first I didn’t think it was real. But as I read, something about it sounded familiar. So I waited until Spivek was busy with a customer at the back of the shop and used his computer to look on the Internet. And there it was. That unsolved murder from years ago. Except that now it was solved. In fading blue ink on the crinkly paper.

* * *


Much has been said about how Quincy died. Some of it true. Most of it not.

The act itself happened much as it was reported in the papers. What this doesn’t explain is why I acted as I did in the restaurant that afternoon. But for you to understand this I must give some background.

I met Quincy in my last year at Osage College. I was three weeks into an advanced cost accounting course when he came stumbling into the classroom. He was carrying a stack of ragged textbooks, the last, bereft copies in the bookstore I guessed. Pages stuck out from the covers in all directions, and as he balanced the books on his hip, I thought they would suddenly slide from his grip and fall to a mess on the floor.

But somehow the books clung to their perch long enough for Quincy to approach the instructor and thrust a tattered sheet of paper at him.

"Permission to enter your class, sir?" he said, giving a mock salute. Quincy was always a jovial person. That must have been helpful to him in the years to come.

The instructor briefly scanned the sheet of paper--a late admission slip--then sniffed abruptly and nodded toward a desk.

Quincy took the empty desk next to mine and fell into it with a general rattle. He let out a sigh of utter exhaustion then turned to me.

"Have you ever heard of anything so impossible?" he asked, his voice a clumsy whisper heard by everyone in the room.

By this time the instructor had already returned to the chalkboard where he was illustrating the intricacies of amortization, and I had to turn from him to Quincy.

"I'm sorry," I whispered. "What did you say?"

"Every one of my classes cancelled or already filled," he continued, no less audibly than before. "I had to scramble to find enough openings to fill my required hours. I've been handing out late admission slips all week." He rolled his eyes, sighed again, then slumped back in his chair.

It was just as he said, though I hadn't believed it at the time. Quincy was in three of my classes that semester. This wasn't all that unlikely. We were both accounting majors in our senior year when courses were specialized and had limited offerings.

As the term progressed, Quincy and I saw a good deal of each other. He had transferred from a liberal arts college up state that had closed because of financial problems and started three weeks into the semester because his transcripts were misplaced somewhere between his old college and his new one.

As I said, Quincy was a jovial guy, though always late for class or borrowing a pencil because he'd lost his. He went through three of my Eversharps before I started carrying a box of sharpened Conestogas to feed him.

During that year we lunched together in the cafeteria and often met in the evenings to quiz each other on the esoteric points of balance sheets and ledgers. He certainly knew the material. In the spring we both received our degrees, though Quincy had a last-minute scare when several of his exam sheets apparently disappeared after he'd turned them in.

Through the college placement office, we both found jobs at the same local chain of clothing stores. We kept books in the tiny upstairs office of the main store. It wasn’t much, but we were both certain that we were finally going to shake up the business world.

Then a national chain moved into town to sell our same brands at prices we couldn't match. Within six months our company was on the ropes, and soon after that its few remaining stores were bought out by the national chain. There was room for only one of us in the new company's local plans, and, with the same bad luck that had dogged him during college, Quincy was the one who was turned out.

From all I could see, Quincy was as good a bookkeeper as any, and I was not surprised when after a few weeks of earnest searching he found another job. He was eager to tell me about it.

We met for dinner at a Mexican restaurant, and over burritos and blue corn chips Quincy laid out his path to success. He had found a job with Braniff Airlines, and he was certain this was going to take him to new heights.

But this was at the start of the 80s, and I was beginning to see that holding any job was going to be a challenge. Regardless, I was pleased that he'd bounced back from his recent bout with unemployment and was as hopeful as he'd ever been.

During this time I had been working on my CPA, and the examination was approaching. As I focused on preparing for it, I lost touch with Quincy. In fact, it was more than a year after I'd completed my CPA before I met with him again.

He'd called me out of the blue and said it had been too long since we'd gotten together. He suggested a few beers at a downtown jazz club that weekend and I was eager to oblige. Hearing his voice again after so long made me realize just how absorbed I'd gotten in my work and how seriously I had neglected any kind of social life.

Quincy was full of news when we met. Braniff Airlines, as everyone knows, went bankrupt not long after he joined it. One of the early victims of deregulation, he said.

Faced with unemployment again, he had thrown himself into a fast-track CPA program to improve his options, and he was approaching the examination with great hope.

In the meantime, he told me, he'd held a series of jobs at various clearly shaky companies that could accept the odd hours he had to maintain because of his studies. In rapid succession he had kept books for a dry cleaners, an artsy movie house, a Chinese restaurant, and a couple of mom-and-pop convenience stores. Apparently each place was as moribund as the last. None lived long, and I was curiously not surprised as he detailed the continuing streak of rotten luck that put him out of work again and again.

I began to fear that there was something about Quincy--his mannerisms, the way he presented himself in an interview, maybe some doleful look in his eyes or his choice in neckties-- that turned off the solid employers, leaving him seemingly worthy of only those pathetic companies desperate to snatch up anyone willing to work for them.

Of course I never told him this. And he was undaunted. "This coming Monday," he eagerly shouted over the brassy sounds of the jazz band across the room, "I have an interview with a major brokerage house. But I'm not going to tell you which one because I don't want to jinx it!"

So I guessed my fear was wrong. A brokerage house was serious business. This wasn't some fly-by-night convenience store that was interested in him. I sincerely wished him luck and bought the next round.

After that night I didn't hear from Quincy for more than ten years. And as is the way with these things, I more or less had forgotten all about him in that time. So when he called me I didn’t place his voice at first.

"It's Quincy," he crowed into the mouthpiece. "Quincy from Osage College! We did some time together at the clothing store. Remember?"

By then I did, and I apologized that I hadn't recognize his voice.

"No trouble," he reassured me. "Things are great now. I can't wait to tell you about my new job. When can we get together?"

New job? His peripatetic work history came back to me. But everyone changed jobs in those days, so maybe it was nothing more than a move to take a better offer somewhere.

We chose a downtown steakhouse and settled on the Saturday afternoon that was soon to be familiar to everyone in that city.

I arrived early but found Quincy already at a table, waving me over eagerly. His suit needed pressing, and I could see stains on his tie. But in all the years I'd known him I'd never seen such joy on his face.

"Have you ever heard of anything so impossible in your life?" he asked as I slid into the seat across from him. Before I could respond he hurried forth with the answer. "I order a Corona and they tell me they just ran out."

Quincy gave a quick grunt of disgust then bounced right back to his jubilant mood.

"So let me bring you up to speed," he said, rubbing his hands together the way he always did when he was excited.

He had gotten that job with the brokerage house a decade ago. Unfortunately, it was E.F. Hutton, and soon after he joined, the company went through its famous scandal before shutting down.

This, I thought, was really stretching human credibility. Could any one person have such a string of bad luck? Did he have some kind of perverse sense that led him to companies teetering on the brink of failure? If so, how did he keep going each day?

"Deregulation makes for an uncertain world," he said with the air of a sage.

"I didn't have any trouble finding a job after Hutton shut down," he continued. "Too bad that one didn't last either. Or the next one. In fact, all of the 90s kind of went by in a blur. But now I've got a new job that's a sure thing, and I start on Monday."

"Wait," I said, more nervously than I realized. People sitting at the tables around us turned at my outburst. "Wait," I tried again more calmly. "What were those jobs you got after Hutton?"

"Oh, those," he said dismissively. "Just a couple of industries to avoid these days."

"But what were they?" I insisted almost automatically, trying to keep myself restrained. I didn't want to lose the morbid chain of events.

He rolled his eyes in his familiar way and figured he had to indulge the curiosity of his old college chum even if it meant a little embarrassment.

Embarrassment or not, I had to know because I was starting to feel something dark lurking in his tales, but I couldn't quite lay my finger on what it was.

"Well, after Hutton I landed with Silverado Savings," he said a little grudgingly. "But they were one of the early savings and loan casualties, as everyone knows. So that didn't last long."

"And then what?" I asked, keeping an even tone so I didn't betray my growing alarm.

"Well, then came the 90s," he said quickly, ducking behind the protection of a drink of water from his glass. “Best not to get too specific about that time.”

"What did you do?”

"Mostly junk bonds and day trading," he murmured. “No one wants to remember those days.”

Quincy buzzed on, but I barely heard him. He spoke some words about Enron, and then WorldCom, but the terrifying reality was beginning to dawn on me. Every company that Quincy had ever worked for had gone out of business. Every single one. But now I could see. It wasn't that he was attracted to the worst companies.

It was Quincy. Quincy himself. It was insane. But it was true. Quincy didn't join dying companies. Quincy killed the companies he joined. Somehow Quincy was the kiss of death for every place he ever worked.

"I've got a sure job now," I heard him say above the rattle of my thoughts.

I could barely give him my attention. The puzzle pieces were assembling in my mind. It all made perfect sense. Whatever organization hired him was doomed to fail within a year. The only thing that remained was to hear what his next victim would be. Maybe there was some point in trying to talk him out of repeating his fatal move so I could save some innocent and unwary company.

"Job security," he crowed, leaning back in his chair and grinning. "This is one outfit that ain't gonna to fold up on me."

"What, Quincy?" I heard myself say through clenched teeth. "What outfit isn't going to fold up on you?"

"Why, what else? The United States government. I've got a job with the United States government!"

It was then that I could feel my fingers wrapping around the bone handle of the steak knife.

* * *


That was the end of the manuscript.

There was enough detail to figure out who wrote it. I could have found the guy and turned him in. But there really was only one thing I could do.

I folded the manuscript carefully and put it in my pocket. I’ll leave the man alone. He is a real American hero.

* * *


Paul Lamb hails from Kansas City, but he retreats to the Missouri Ozarks whenever he can steal the chance. He's currently at work on a novel about art versus mundane existence and the strange demands the can result when they intersect. His fiction has appeared in the Platte Valley Review, Present Magazine, the Beacons of Tomorrow second anthology, and Wanderings. He rarely strays far from his laptop.

Where do you get the ideas for your work?

The fantasy that most appeals to me is the kind that is just a half step outside of our world. Thus the inspiration for this story came from my life. There really was a period in my life when it was literally true that every company I had worked for had gone out of business. I like to look at events or experiences I have had, and thus know well, and think of how I might adjust them into a story.